Describing a Kundalini Awakening

This is a story about my very first Kundalini Awakening which led me through a spiritual pilgrimage to the Rocky Mountains in Colorado. Though I had considered my self spiritual before, this awakening really showed me that I was being misled. Was I being misled by society, culture, authority figures, tv and or the school system? Perhaps and perhaps not.

The important thing is that I became aware. I became awake. I became ALIVE! The following story is how I was led to having a spiritual awakening.

I was living in a small town on Lake Michigan. Bridgman, Michigan was the place. I was working two jobs at the time. One job I was serving pizza at the local Pizza Hut. The other job I was playing card games and reading off BINGO numbers at a retirement home. They weren’t bad jobs. I had a warm place to sleep and good friends and could afford everything I needed. There was just something missing.

I was never quite sure why I felt like I was missing something when I had everything I needed. Well, one day, in 2011, there was a major catastrophe. Japan was hit with a huge tsunami that caused major damage. It was the most powerful earthquake in Japan’s history. It caused waves as high as 133 ft and it killed over 15,000 people.

This literally shifted the Earth on it’s axis by about 4-10 inches.  That’s not all that was shifted. The collective consciousness also had a major shift at this time. I immediately went from searching videos of this tsunami, to watching conspiracy theory videos, going deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole and feeling a lot like Alice.

Those conspiracy videos awoke within me the truth that our society and our leaders have been doing a poor job of directing civilization. Back in 2011 I was angry and upset and began to wonder why we let this happen. From these videos I stumbled upon a man by the name of David Icke.

This man was heavy in the realm of conspiracy theories. I am sure he still is, though I don’t read and watch his work as much as I did then. But one thing he talked about on the Project Camelot Podcast that still sticks with me is a story he had about walking up to the top of a mountain and then becoming completely paralyzed for over an hour.

He described his back going straight and stiff and there was an energy that started from the base of his spine and wrapped around it up into his heart area. I learned that he was describing his own Kundalini Awakening! Another white rabbit had run by my path and I was too curious NOT to follow it.

This experience he described was another rabbit hole that led me to discovering chakras, Kundalini Energy, meditation and many other spiritual topics. I learned about vibration and atoms and energy and channelings. I learned how to raise my vibration. The law of attraction became a fascination.

I began to meditate each day. It started as only a few minutes. Then I started doing it for 10 minutes while listening to a chakra meditation. One day after meditating each day for a month or two, I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked directly into my own eyes. What happened next was truly spectacular.

My back began to straighten and my body became stiff. My eyes were still open looking into the eyes in the mirror, but my face began to shift and it began to look like other people. The longer I stared and unfocused, the more rapidly these faces would shift. Later, I had the revelation that I was seeing all my other past life’s, or parallel lives if you will, but while this was happening I had no idea who or what I was looking at.

Eventually my eyes began to slowly close. The instant that blackness overcame me, this energy, like two snakes, began to slither up my spine. They reached my heart and when that happened, all my chakra centers began exploding with energy. If you’ve ever seen the sun bursting with a Coronal Mass Ejection, or CME, that’s what it felt like.

This lasted for maybe 30 minutes. I’m not quite sure. But once it was over all I could think was, “What the F**K just happened to me?!”

I had my first and only panic attack of my life a few days after this in the winter of 2011. So much energy was channeling through me and I had no idea what to do with it, I went outside and shoveled snow into a giant pile for 4 hours straight. My friends came outside and helped me build an igloo. We eventually destroyed it and when it was destroyed, I could breath and think again.

The next day I had been inspired that I needed to go on a great adventure. I HAD to get to the mountains. I HAD to find spirit. Find purpose. Find God. Find TRUTH!

I, also, wanted the whole world to join me on this adventure and I created a video series for YouTube I called Project Bring Me to Life. This was just the tip of the iceberg and I have been through a lot and have had some great and terrible experiences, but I wouldn’t trade them for anything.

A New Level of Unconditional Love

This morning I came to a realization. The past year’s experiences have changed who I Am. Does that make sense?

Of course the core of my being remains true. I am here to make a positive difference in the world. There is much wisdom and experience I plan to give to any who are willing to listen. In this now moment, I am in the process of embodying that which I truly wish to be and letting go of the old attachments of identity I’ve created along the way.

It’s time for all of us to let go of the self society thinks we SHOULD be and embrace the self that God NEEDS us to be.

From the time we are young lads and ladies, our brains and minds are programmed to conform. We are suppose to dress the same as everyone else around us, have the same beliefs and to act the same way. If anyone in the system doesn’t conform, they are ridiculed, teased, bullied and beaten both physically and mentally.

The United States’ primary religion is Christianity. Jesus Christ taught about unconditional love, not being judgmental. His teachings were to treat everyone as a part of God. To see God within all of our brothers and sisters. If most of the world and the country were to follow these teachings truly, would society be the way it is? Why do we pretend to follow Jesus and still send hate to those who are different?

There’s a story in the bible in which Jesus tells the Rabbis that they are being hypocritical and that their tradition is keeping them from truly connecting with God and the world around them.  We CANNOT allow our judgments to disconnect us from seeing one another as children of God as pieces of the whole. Remember to love unconditionally and transcend judgments.

Do not even judge yourself for being judgmental. Just be mindful of that feeling and let it go.

As I let go of my attachments to who I thought I was, I open space for myself to receive a new level of being, a new level of understanding and a new level of unconditional love.

Namaste, Ahmen, Aho, Thank You